In retrospect I guess I'm not being fair when I compare present life to the secondary school past. Back then I seemed to be in everything and doing something. Now, well, it's all encapsulated by a sense of loss, figurative and at the same time literal and geographical and mental and whatever else that's the stupid hodgepodge of my life . Ah well I guess I'll have to be content with what I have now.

Suddenly you realise you can't take everything for granted. Hmm.

Was quite pissed yesterday because Opendiary hung up on me. Am equally pissed today because it has just repeated its antics. If they persist in their dogged inefficiency I shall have no choice but to cancel my subscription. How petulant and classy I am.

Ooh going kelantan tomorrow. Shall get you people nice little wood carvings, or whatever else they might have in kelantan. In the event of a lack of little wood carvings I shall give you little handmade wood lumps, painstakingly procured on the barren peak of Gunung Stong. I hear they have an abundance of little wood lumps, so they'd make perfect presents for the otherwise clueless people locked in the concrete cell of Singapore. =P