i am insanely happy because ive just realised the opportunities open to me to do various courses in art/ art related stuff and am bloody happy i have kept my end-ofyear hols freeee!!!!!!! yesssss hoorah betterment, here i come!!! i shall scout pottery maybe get a wheel myself find somehwere i can attach myself to and use the kiln, and then i shall do the funky silver clay stuff and start the entrepreneurial venture with aunty kat, do a course on acryllic, start on still life [actually with new sketchbook i shall embark on that now along with my series of stylized contortions some plebs will always call unbelieveable] dont know what i will eventually get down to doing. night classes sound like fun! though i swear my mom will not sanction it. maybe after a's. maybe i should take a year or two off to take courses and stuff. but then again how much can i accomplish in such a short time- after all these things require above all focus dilligence and practice. and of course $$$$$$ which remind me that crap i only have 10c left for this week next week and the week after!

but anyways does anyone wanna do courses with me??? crap i forgot i wanna do tailoring too :)) crap so many things so little time!!! when i grow up i want to be either a strapping lady raking in the chips and spoiling herself, or a happy taitai indulging in high class hobbies! sigh its so sad i cant get anywhere in my particular area of interest without time and money, both of which i dont have now.